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BILLBOARD DAD
Can’t be bothered to read? I’ll read it for you. SKIP INTRODUCTION | 2:11
In 1998, cinema magic hit our screens. The Olsen Twins released Billboard Dad. I thought, finally, a movie I could relate to. However, as I watched it, I became severely disappointed that it wasn’t a story about a dad working in the out-of-home industry, but about the eleven-year-old twins putting up a poster of their dad in an attempt to find him a new girlfriend… because that’s not weird at all.
Dad began his career in the mailroom of a poster company when he was sixteen. There, he found his life calling – posters. When Mum started dating Dad, he would have a Dictaphone in his glove box so that whenever he was driving, he could record any billboard issues he saw while on the road.
“Red alert. Cadbury’s poster torn, Olympia. Cadburys holding. Over.”
The billboard spotting continued throughout my childhood. Dad would slam on the brakes, the family would be flung forward, and he’d reverse to see the poster we had just passed moments ago.
“Red alert. The Persil poster is dirty on the A40 out of London. Over.”
So it was etched in my brain that a damaged poster was a very bad thing indeed. Now, as an adult, I find myself having to bite my tongue whenever I see a glitching digital screen on a bus shelter or an out-of-date poster on the underground.
“What’s wrong, Mary?”
“The Budweiser advert at that bus stop…”
“Yes?”
“It’s flickering.”
“Ummm….oookay”
Generally, people don’t pay much attention to outdoor advertising. They’re just there, decorating the walls, streets, and escalators – seeping into the subconscious.
I have been aware of posters since I was old enough to walk. Dad would always point out posters and say, “One of mine.” I never quite knew what he meant when I was a kid, so I assumed he was solely creating the posters for McDonald’s himself and putting them up there.
He would leave the house in the morning with a briefcase and go to his office, where, I imagined, he would draw his next poster. He would return in the evening, sometimes past my bedtime, and other times early enough to read me a chapter from George’s Marvellous Medicine.
I thought his office would be at the end of our road, and one morning I packed my own pink briefcase and went to find him, only to reach the end of Lydalls Close and find that there was no office or Dad there. It was later that I worked out he took a train to London every morning.
There were perks to being born into a billboard family. Dad once brought a gigantic vinyl poster home with him, and my brothers worked out that if they laid it out flat on the hilly part of the garden, blasted the hose, and used all the Fairy Liquid in the house, the vinyl poster made an excellent waterslide.
There were also parties at our house. A lot of them. I was told that these were important because adults needed to network. There was karaoke in the kitchen, a bucking reindeer at Christmas drinks, and a summer party featuring a live band called See You Next Tuesday. One morning, after a party, I found underwear scattered around our garden, leading up to the pool. Networking was strange.
Dad had a knack for persuading his colleagues to carry on post-work drinks back at our house. Mum’s steak sandwiches became legendary on those occasions. Dad, who was training me for networking, would want me to say hi to every Tom, Dick, and Harry who was in our kitchen drinking Oyster Bay.
I’d be in my room with my Sylvanian Families when Dad would barge in, knocking over the hedgehog family with his foot.
“Come and meet Lawson.”
“Who’s Lawson?”
“Come to the kitchen and you’ll find out.”
“Do I have to?” I’d whine as I reached over to save Mother Hedgehog.
“Come on,” he would demand and walk off. And I would sigh, and follow him. Networking was not a choice.
When I was a teenager, I made the mistake of asking Dad, “But do billboards actually work?” I may as well have asked if Tottenham Hotspur was a synchronized swimming team. That summer, I was sent to his office for a week of work experience, where I not only learned that billboards work, but also how they work.
I took along my friend Jess for the week. We learned about target marketing, updated the contact lists, and were taken out to a pub lunch or two or three. On Thursday, we were put into a marketing executive’s car to inspect the posters and screens of their clients, just like the dates my dad took my mum on.
It was then that I realized I did not inherit my dad’s passion for posters because, at some point during the drive, I fell asleep.
I have been asked a couple of times if I have ever been tempted to be an ‘out-of-home nepo baby,’ but despite a brief stint in a creative agency, I have stayed away from the advertising world. Slightly terrified, I was going to end up naked in someone’s pool, to be honest.
Dad, though, has never left the posters behind. Even the other day, we were walking through Bond Street station, and he pointed to the escalator screens.
“One of mine.”
Last week, there was a surprise. Dad, Jack, and I, along with Julie, Lawson, and all the other close friends he had met through successful networking, had a pint and then wandered over to Piccadilly Circus. There on all the famous Piccadilly screens was Dad’s face.
I felt like an Olsen twin. Thankfully, it wasn’t an ad to get my dad a girlfriend; instead, it was a celebration of 50 years in the industry and for the money he had raised for charity along the way.
There was a party afterwards, of course. Jack and I stood in the room, surrounded by billboard people who had at one point in time danced in our kitchen and eaten one of Mum’s post-work steak sandwiches. One or two may have been naked in our pool. There was no networking now, just a lot of chat about golf and advertising in the ’80s…the good old days.
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THE CATHOLIC SCHOOL PROM.
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On my way to Sainsbury’s to stock up on Marmite, I walked past a group of Oxford students dressed up for their ball. It took me back fifteen years to the time I had my school prom….
*Wavy flashback screen*
It was 2010, and the first woman, Kathryn Bigelow, had won Best Director at the Oscars for The Hurt Locker. An ash cloud was covering the sky from a volcano in Iceland, and Bruno Mars released his first single, reassuring us he liked us just the way we are.
Oh, her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shiningHer hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her tryingHer stretch marks, her stretch marks..
And so on.
Our school was a quiet all-girls Catholic school tucked away in the corner of Oxford. We weren’t sporty, arty, or academic, but we were kind, wholesome, and could recite the Hail Marys off by heart, so that has to count for something.
By sixth form, most of the cool people had left, leaving a tiny year group of around 30 behind.
Over those last two years of school we created a hall of fame of men on the back of the common room door, shared our Twilight books and GHDS.
There weren’t many fallouts, except for the time K* tipped Hermione’s sea monkeys out of the window. She was not happy.
The prom (or as they elegantly called it The May Ball), marked the end of our school days before the exams began. It was the most anticipated event of our school life, and we had big ideas for it.
We had grown up watching American films of what a prom should be: mountains of fairy lights, a DJ, balloons, and boys. There was always that moment when someone entered the prom, and the room took notice because she was in a dress and had curled her hair.
“Oh my God, is that Stephanie? She looks so different with curly hair…“
In A Cinderella Story, Hilary Duff comes down the stairs in an old big white dress. Her presence makes Chad Michael Murray (the jock) go into a trance—forgetting all about his super-hot girlfriend in her thigh-high boots.
It’s exactly this Hilary Duff moment we are all aiming for at prom.
The May Ball committee decided our theme was going to be … magical wild garden. In our heads, we saw hanging ivy, fairy lights, and dry ice to make it feel like we were walking through a fairy tale land. The venue was the school lunch hall, and the plan was a reception on the lawn followed by a three-course school meal, and then the local DJ – DJ Pete – would spin some Black Eyed Peas for us to dance to until midnight…or 11:30.
Prepping ourselves for the ball was the priority. None of us were getting into Oxbridge, so revision was put aside as we planned our outfits. I spent weeks bouncing between ASOS and Topshop and every other shop on the internet, wondering what I could possibly wear to my school canteen. I ended up buying a dress with a sequin top and a white wispy skirt, that I had seen Taylor Swift wear on a chat show. If that wasn’t going to give me my Hilary Duff moment, I don’t know what will.
On the Thursday before the big ball on Saturday, I skipped P.E. to get a spray tan. The next morning in assembly, the P.E. teacher made an announcement asking me to come and see her after the assembly to explain why I wasn’t in her lesson.
After we had sung Ave Maria, I walked over to her—nice and bronzed—and apologised, but said I needed to get a spray tan for the ball, as my dress was very unforgiving.
She opened her mouth to say something and then gave up. We both knew I wasn’t going to be an athlete after all. Besides, the tan was making me look remarkably more toned than any of her badminton classes had.
The big day arrived and so did my hairdresser, who was also, conveniently, my boyfriend. (He had asked me out the summer beforehand when he was cutting my hair. Never did my hair look so good as when I was dating that man.) So he curled it in the kitchen, and then we went to the ball. My great friend Carrot (read about him here) was also with us. I was never not going to have Carrot there.
It was a warm, blue-sky evening, and we all looked stunning. Cabbage had made adjustments to her dress to make it her own, which is fitting considering she is now a fashion designer. Hermione was rocking the haircut that my boyfriend had given her. And Sausage wore a white dress with black roses that made her look like she could be in a Bond film…
It was all lovely… but there was just one thing missing.
Apart from one mixed disco with a Catholic boys’ school, we hadn’t done much socialising with the other sex, so boyfriends came few and far between. The turnout was 50 girls and 10 terrified boys – so it didn’t quite resemble the proms we had seen in the movies.
My best duck impression We took a zillion photos outside (yes, even before Instagram), and then made our way to the lunch hall… it was time to enter the ball. When we stepped inside though, it wasn’t quite the mystical garden we had dreamed of.
Someone on the committee (Sausage) had messed up, and instead of hiring a dry ice machine, they had hired a smoke machine. The hall resembled the set of a vampire movie, but not the vampire movie we wanted.
So we sat in the fog with our ten men, eating chicken off plastic plates.
I don’t remember much from that night as I drank a lot of cheap wine before Mrs. O refused to serve me anymore. I do remember, though, that the sequins on my Taylor Swift dress scratched my arms to death, and I also had a steep learning curve with tit tape.
I sent a video note to Sausage asking if she could fill in the blanks about the ball, but she couldn’t remember anything. It was fifteen years after all. A lot had happened.
An hour later, she sent another video. This time, she was standing in a very familiar dress….
“Guess who still fits into her ball dress?!”
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FINDING MY TRUE COLOURS AT THE RUGBY.
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“Football is a gentleman’s game played by hooligans, and Rugby is a hooligans’ game played by gentlemen.”
My great-granddad on my mum’s side was a miner in the North East and played rugby for Northumberland. So, you would think we would be one of those rugby families. However, the football gene my dad carried was far too strong, which meant I found myself growing up in a raging Tottenham household instead. I tried to fit in. I even attempted watching a whole season when I was fourteen, but I couldn’t quite get on board.
Read about my traumatic story with football… here.
I didn’t really know rugby existed until 2003, when England won the World Cup. I know some people felt inspired enough to actually play the game, but I channeled my excitement by buying the official top and playing “True Colors” on repeat.
Around the same time, my older brothers began playing rugby at school. I would be taken along by my parents on Saturday afternoons. It was both terrifying and incredible to watch a bunch of boys throw each other around. I stayed far enough away from the pitch in my Vans hoodie, listening to Avril Lavigne on my Walkman, contemplating how to get a rugby boy to like me. I had a steep learning curve ahead.
After the match, the families of the boys were served sandwiches and tea in an unheated room with haunting portraits of former headmasters. It was a chance for parents to bond. I would stand close to my dad, munching on my egg and cress triangle sandwich, and watching him attempt to mingle with other dads.
“Watching the game this afternoon?” Dad asked, bouncing from foot to foot and checking his watch.
“What game would that be?” a dad with a more southern accent would reply.
“What game…?” Dad said, spitting feathers. “SUPER TOTTENHAM VS ARSENAL. Come on, you Spurs!” he called out, raising his fist in the air.
The other dad glanced at the fist. “Sorry, more of a rugby man myself.” And then walked away, leaving my dad with his fist in the air. It was then I recognised there was a gap between football and rugby fans.
As an adult I haven’t followed rugby or football, so it’s fair to say I didn’t deserve to be at the Rugby Premiership League final on Saturday, but my friend Amy got me a free ticket. Sure, it wasn’t as good as when she got me a ticket to Taylor Swift, but I took it anyway.
Also coming along was Hermione and her sister’s partner, Frank (aka Hot Dad Frank). Hermione made yet another WhatsApp group for the occasion: ‘Premiership Final’. Now, together, we’re in…
Birthday Punting
Rye Girls
Taylor Swift Forever
Palma
It was Bath vs. Leicester, and as none of us were from either city, we had to decide who we were going to support. I have never been to Leicester, but I had been to Bath to do a tour of the Roman Baths, and it was a nice day out, so it made sense to support them. I’m sure there are nice days to be had in Leicester, but for this year, Bath was my team.
The stark difference between football fans and rugby fans can be felt in the walk from the station to the stadium. On the rare occasion I have blessed Tottenham with my presence, I have found myself walking in some sort of beer-guzzling tribal parade to the stadium.
On Saturday, though, the Bath and Leicester supporters flowed in one happy march. I saw not one man peeing, not one. I didn’t even hear a curse word. It was so civil that some houses had cake stands in their driveways for the fans going by. We stopped at one, run by a teenage girl and her mum. The teenager was raising money to go to Cambodia for her gap year. We sure were in Twickenham now. We bought a brownie, a cookie, and I got a packet of love heart sweets – the ones which have compliments on them like “hot lips.”
(I hope the teenage girl’s stand was more successful than the one I did when I was young with Big Bro Joe. We set up a table outside our gate at home during a heat wave and offered to spray the evening commuters with water on their way back from the train station. £1 a spray. We didn’t make a penny.)
So with our brownies, cookies, and packet of love hearts, we made our way into the stadium. Just before entering, we saw a crowd gathering in a hoop. In the middle of the circle was a man on one knee, proposing to a woman. She reminded me of the redhead from Stranger Things. The noise of the music, the buzzing of the burger van, and the cheering fans meant we couldn’t hear what he said, but she nodded, and they hugged and kissed, so I assumed it was a yes.
I’m sure the Stranger Things girl meant it, but I do wonder how many people say yes to public proposals because of the pressure, only to swiftly pull their partner to a corner afterward.
“Look, Steven, I know I said yes in front of the whole of Twickenham , but you know I have a problem with your credit score….”
We got our beers and settled into our seats, which were on the lower level behind the goal. Basically, it was a good seat, and I did not deserve it. At first, I was alarmed by seeing a mix of fans surrounding me, some in Bath tops, others in Leicester. Shouldn’t we be separate?! I then remembered it wasn’t football, so these grown-ups could be trusted not to punch each other in the face over a game. How delightful.
Hermione put on her bucket hat and took out a box of Waitrose grapes from her backpack and shared them out.
The game began.
I know the rules of rugby. Kind of. But any confusion, Frank was there. He plays number 10, which I learned was the one who kicks the ball. He was very useful in answering all the questions. What are they doing now? What does that hand gesture mean? Who’s that? He was also handy for getting the beers in. (It felt kind of mean that he missed the first part of the second half to get us drinks – considering he was the actual fan).
As I ate my love hearts under the sun, watching the men throw each other about, I couldn’t help but wonder how my family had got it so wrong with going the football route. Rugby is far more sophisticated… even the music is more pleasant. Wouldn’t we rather sing the rugby anthem, Jerusalem, than the football song… Vindaloo?
Jerusalem Lyrics:
And did those feet in ancient time
Walk upon England’s mountains green?Vindaloo Lyrics
Can I introduce you please
To a lump of cheddar cheeseEven the guy who had the drum in the stadium (who are these men that carry drums to matches!?) wasn’t particularly aggressive with it. Just a light few taps, and then everyone sang in tune… “Bath!”
It got me thinking, how on EARTH do people prefer football over rugby? There had been a proposal, Waitrose grapes, a bake sale, no fights, no C-words… What’s more, Bath won.
What a lovely day, or as my love heart sweet said, “Epic.”
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THE GREAT BRITISH BIRTHDAY
AUDIO QUACK | Skip Introduction 1:37
It was that time of year again, Hermione’s birthday. Like last year and the year before that, it was an outdoor event. Although this time she had stepped it up a notch, and instead of a picnic in the park, we were going punting.
The annual no-nonsense birthday invitation was sent in a WhatsApp group appropriately named ‘Birthday Punting.”
Please meet at the boathouse at 1230 with picnic lunch bits. I’ll be bringing hummus, strawberries and champagne. We will punt up the river to The Victoria for a drink and then back to the boathouse. Then cross over into Jericho for a pub crawl, starting at Rose and Crown around 4:30/5ish if you’d like to continue the party. Please emoji this post to confirm attendance at punting so I can work out what to book. Smiley wavey face. Upside-down smiley face.
One by one the guests sent their emojis.
1 rowing boat 🚣♀️
1 trophy 🏆
4 thumbs up 👍
1 bunny 🐰
1 love heart made out of hands 🫶
1 canoe 🛶
1 high five 🙌
It’s an odd thing to do for fun – pushing a boat up a river with a pole, but it’s one of the popular activities you can do in Oxford, along with reading and creating vaccines. Since 1860, historical figures have enjoyed a punt down the river Cherwell including Tolkien, Lewis Carroll, and Oscar Wilde. And now on the last day of May in 2025, there was us.
We gathered, as ordered, at The Cherwell Boathouse at 12:30 with our snacks and drinks. Hermione had her big voice on, separating us into boats 5 and 21.
“Which one do you want to go in, Mary?” Hermione asked.
I looked at 5 and looked at 21. “Um…um…”
“PICK ONE!”
“Oh, um, which one are you going in?”
“5!”
“…I’ll go in 21 then.”
If you live in Surfers Paradise, you are meant to be able to surf. If you live in Saint Moritz, you should be able to ski. And if you live in Oxford, you should be able to punt. I, however, cannot. (This is probably no surprise to readers who are aware of my lack of sporting ability).
The last time I went in a punt, I was 14, had a MySpace page, and was with a bunch of my hormonal friends who were dressed head to toe in Jack Wills. I didn’t offer my help then, and I wasn’t going to offer it now. It’s not laziness; I just know what my strengths and weaknesses are. My brain is too consumed with remembering lyrics from 90s Britpop songs to think about things like left and right, steering, measurements, and angles.
Thankfully, Hermione’s friendship group is a very practical bunch and can be divided into three categories: teachers, sailors, and farmers. I assumed out of that lot, there would be a capable punter, so all I needed to do was relax and enjoy the ride.
I settled in Boat 21, poured myself a soda and lime in my plastic wine glass, and soaked in the sun. Perfect.
We pushed off from the bank. Hermione’s boyfriend Sam was our punter, and Camilla was on steering. We (they) got the boat to the middle of the river, and we were off.
Just as we went under our first bridge, Frank shouted, “STOP! I LEFT THE CHEESE!” We twisted around and punted back to the boathouse to collect the cheese.
Despite our false start, our boat made a swift recovery and we flowed right past Boat 5. I knew I had made the right decision because whenever I looked back at Boat 5, it was either horizontal, colliding with another boat, or stuck in a bush.
The thing about punting is it’s a lot harder than it seems. It’s one of those activities that appears to be romantic from a distance, but the reality is not quite that. We went past a boat with a young woman sitting adorably, while her partner, sweating buckets, tried to navigate the boat around the river bends.
“This is nice, isn’t it Stephen?”
“Uhuh….”
Eventually, we had to stop to wait for Boat 5, because we could no longer see them. Ten minutes later, they came around the bend and we reunited to have our picnic.
I thought I would make up for my lack of punting skills with food. I came with the most pompous snacks I could find: an olive and rosemary sourdough loaf, Mr. Filbet’s dry roasted nuts, vegan gummy bears, and basil breadsticks. I thought I would be applauded for being the snazziest food provider, but then Frank announced that his cheese was homemade using the milk from the cows on his farm. Yeah, alright.
As the birthday manual promised, we next went to The Victoria for a drink. It wasn’t long until Hermione was using her big voice again because we needed to “CHOP CHOP, GUYS!” since the punts were being charged by the hour.
Due to a chain of events, I ended up not in my peaceful Boat 21 but in Boat 5 for the return journey.
Hermione was the punter, and I was landed with the responsibility of steering, which involved me ferociously pushing water with a tiny paddle, desperately trying to avoid hitting other punts and the riverbank.
“Which way should I push!?” I panicked. Mikey didn’t have the same urgency as me.
“On the left, Mary. No the left…”
We zigzagged across the river, water splashing everywhere, getting tangled up in the willow trees, having near misses with other boats, one of which had a bride in it. And there was an incident involving a mallard duck.
I stared longingly at Boat 21 which was ahead of us, of course. It was peacefully skimming the river, everyone having pleasant conversations beneath the sun.
“MARY PADDLE!” Mikey said, snapping me back to my new reality. “NO, TO THE LEFT! TO THE LEFT! TO THE RIGHT! TO THE RIGHT!”
Too late, we ended up tangled in another willow.
The experience gave me flashbacks to a traumatic event when I rode a donkey up a hill in Rhodes. The man walking the donkey wasn’t paying attention, and so didn’t see me face-planting branch after branch. Never again.
When we finally arrived back at Cherwell Boat House, I checked that all my limbs were intact before moving on to the Rose and Crown; it was 4:30 after all, and despite my traumatic voyage, I was keen to continue the party.
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MY RETURN TO HINGE.
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Skip introduction | 1:51.
I was ovulating in a remote villa in France when I redownloaded Hinge again. With no man in sight, a catalogue of virtual men was my second-best option. It had been over a year since I left the online dating arena, but now I was ready to return (I think).
I uploaded recent photos and worked on creating effective prompts. These prompts are there so people can understand you better and make a judgment about whether you are compatible.
In my time away from dating, I realised I needed a man who was more chilled than me, to balance out my uptightness. The best way I could sum this up was… “I am looking for someone who doesn’t worry about missing a flight but never misses a flight.” I listed a few of my interests (coffee, Pilates, film…) I KNOW I’M BASIC.
When that was done… I was good to go.
Hinge generated $550 million in revenue in 2024. In other words, it’s not a warm-hearted charity that yearns to help singletons. It’s free, but with plenty of encouragement to pay. For £9.99, you can be seen by 11x more single men for one hour. For £89.99, you get a 3-month Hinge X package, meaning you can set even more dating preferences and can send unlimited likes. I didn’t go as far as paying for Hinge X, but I did pay for Hinge +. A girl’s got to do what a girl’s got to do.
An accurate representation of my Hinge inbox. So, there I was on Hinge +. Not much has changed since the last time. There were a lot of inflated job titles being tossed about. (CEO, Founder, Property Developer, Man in Finance). There were those who were still searching for a partner/new best friend to go climbing, biking, or paintballing with. Lots of skiers. Too many skiers. One man was looking for a woman to ‘live off the grid with him.’ Another was looking for someone to ‘split his Peloton subscription with.’ A stingy cyclist… how hot. And a CEO who thought women would be interested to know that his sister calls him “Mr. Worldwide.”
On the whole, though, most of the men who liked me seemed like decent chaps. (And the ones who I liked but didn’t like me back also seemed like decent chaps.) There was one bloke in particular, though, who caught my interest. He was ten years older, my type, and had a dog.
We began voice-noting almost instantly. He sounded like Colin Farrell, and this made me very happy indeed.
“Can you ski, because everyone on this app can ski?” I whispered.
He sent one back in his Irish accent. “No, I don’t ski; I was actually on the verge of asking the Hinge admin team if a ski photo was required to make the app work.”
“Great,” I said. “I have a fear of being bullied into ski holidays for the rest of my life.”
And our conversation continued like that.
He asked to meet, but I was busy. He asked to meet again, but I was busy. The third time, though, Sunday evening, I was free. Lovely. He suggested the London Bridge area and would book us a table. An actual table.
I thought of the kind of table it would be. Perhaps that one on the balcony that overlooks Borough Market; there will be a wax-dripping candle and the third cheapest merlot on the table. I will wear my new black skirt and laugh a lot. Maybe he could be my +1 to Hermione’s punting birthday party. Maybe.
@bedaleswines Friends often tell me I overthink men, but I think you can’t be too prepared for a date. So, I brushed up on my Irish history by listening to The Rest Is History podcast. You never know when someone might test you on their country’s history.
It got to Saturday night, and all I knew was the outfit I was going to wear, that the Easter Rising happened in 1916, and that there was a table booked in London Bridge at some point tomorrow evening. I messaged the bloke and asked what time I should be sitting at this table. He texted back.
Would 5 work?
Great! I replied. Even though I thought it was a funny time to eat dinner. I also gave him my phone number. (We had been speaking via the Hinge app until this point).
I spent Sunday morning on Google Maps, working out the best way to get from A to B. I was going from a BBQ party in East Putney, which on this Sunday was a 50-minute commute to London Bridge. I was a little sad that I would have to leave the BBQ early, but these things we must do if we don’t want to die alone.
At 10 a.m., the bloke sent me the location of the mystery table. I opened the link.
Hell is this? It certainly wasn’t a table on a balcony overlooking the market – I’ll tell you that for free. It was this back road, dark ‘neighbourhood’ pub, with a rough-and-ready beer garden. I understand that London is an overcrowded city, but this place didn’t seem to need a table booking at 5 PM on a Sunday, which got me thinking – maybe he didn’t book a table.
*Clasps hands*
Dear St. Valentine, all I want is one Hinge date to book me a table. Just one.
After whimpering at the Tripadvisor photos and reviews (one of which was titled, ‘Wetherspoons for Savoy prices’), I pulled myself together.
Maybe it’s a good thing. The man who books the fancy place knows how to play the game, whereas this guy is humble and chilled out. You wanted chilled out, remember?
I took a breath and sent a text back.
Great, see you then.
A man’s time to shine Later that afternoon, I was biting into my vegetable kebab when I received a message from the Hinge bloke. I read the top line and rolled my eyes…
He asked if we could meet tomorrow or another time instead because his friend had ‘played him at whiskey last night’ and he was too hungover to meet me. He said it was rare because he hadn’t been hungover before.
It was three hours before out date.
Back in the day, I would have given him the benefit of the doubt, maybe the poor 43-year-old did get peer pressured by his mate to drink too much Jack Daniel’s… But that’s old Mary. I don’t have time for this. My eggs are rusting.
I texted back.
Aaah don’t worry, get better soon.
I then unmatched and blocked the bloke.
On the bright side, I no longer had to commute across town to sit in a pub to swap travel stories. Also, my knowledge about the potato famine had improved significantly.
And so, my Hinge adventure continues…
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WHEN THE GIRLS WENT TO FRANCE…
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*Real names have been disguised for privacy.
For this year’s girls’ trip, we chose to go to France. I wore a neck scarf for the occasion.
Sausage* and I reunited at King’s Cross St. Pancras; she had come from America with a suitcase the size of a goat. We bought Pret a Manger for the journey – it felt appropriate to begin our trip with some French cuisine.
We arrived in Paris and stayed in a boutique hotel called Hotel Wallace, which was decked out in a retro-Italian style. I could just about see the tip of the Eiffel Tower from my bed – it made me feel like I was Ewan McGregor in Moulin Rouge.
The first time I went to Paris, I was 17 on a school trip. I admired the view from the top of the Eiffel Tower, with my business studies teacher standing next to me. She was a nice lady but ruined the vibe somewhat. A few of us tried to sneak out in the evening to go on a Parisian adventure like they do in the movies, but we got caught by the teacher in the hotel lobby. She sent us back to our rooms—very disappointed in us all.
This time I had no teacher getting in the way of my romantic fantasy, but I did wonder, as I was walking around the Eiffel Tower in a red dress, whether, perhaps, I had watched too many movies.
When a man approached me with a red rose under the tower, I thought, Oh, my romantic dream is materialising. But he didn’t want to give me the rose, he wanted to sell it to me. Another man came along and asked to take my photo, but again, he wanted money – not my face. A third man wandered over, holding a stack of flashing, colourful Eiffel Tower models. I gave up.
Sausage and I spent the rest of the weekend exploring the city. I decided to wear new loafers, which were nice on the outside but were size 4 torture chambers on the inside. I had fat blisters all over my feet which, even with plasters, made me walk like a duck. To save me from dying in pain, (dramatic), we took regular coffee breaks, sitting side by side, admiring French fashion and dogs. I toyed with the idea of taking up smoking and whether I should make neck scarves ‘my thing.’
Sunday afternoon arrived. It was time for the second leg of the journey – Bordeaux. The taxi driver dropped us off away from the train station, which meant we had to walk with our bags. You know you’re getting old and ugly when the taxi driver makes you walk. We trudged down the train platform, only to be told by the train guard to go back up again. Eventually, we found our carriage. It was a double-decker train, so obviously I booked seats on the top floor, forgetting about our bags and lack of biceps. We heaved our suitcases all the way up the staircase. When we got to the top, out of breath, I saw a canteen bar, not our seats.
“FOR F*** SAKE!” I shouted.
“Erm, Mary, ” Sausage said, “turn the other way.”
I did and saw the carriage with seats filled with unimpressed passengers glaring at me. We shuffled down the aisle, apologising as we knocked arms with our bags.
“Désolee.”
“Désolee.”
“Désolee.”
We settled in our seats, unpacking our ipads, headphones, books and snacks.
“Why is it so quiet?” Sausage whispered.
“I don’t know,” I whispered back.
One of the passangers was still glaring at us.
A man sat down on the other side of the aisle. He took out his phone and a bag of posh jelly tots. A woman came and sat next to him, and she seemed happy that she was sitting next to him. They began a (quiet) conversation. He offered her a jelly tot, and she took two or three. We thought we were witnessing a real-life meet cute – like the one in my favourite indie romance, Before Sunrise. But then the man dug into his bag, whipped out his headphones, and put them on. The woman slowly turned away and stared out of the window for the rest of the journey. When she got off, she took one last jelly tot. Sausage shook her head in dispair. “This is why the world is single!”
Our AirBnB was a villa twenty-minute drive from Bordeaux. Christine, the superhost, greeted us at the gate to give us a tour. Christine didn’t speak English, and apart from Sausage’s A Level in the language, we weren’t too good at French. So we followed her around the house in a strange game of charades. She picked up the plug from the kitchen sink and tapped it on the bin. “No food in the sink!” I guessed. Correct! She picked up a bottle of wine and raised her eyebrows. “OH! OH! Oh! You can drink this!” Correct! She cupped some water from the pool and pretended to sip it. This one was tricky. “The water is salty?” Sausage guessed. She repeated the mime again. “No chlorine?” Correct!
We asked Christine if there was a local supermarché to buy food. She made a cross with her arms. “Closed?” Correct!
Before we knew what was happening, she was on the phone to her son, asking if he could bring us food. He told her that we should order Uber Eats. She said that we were American, so we wouldn’t know what Uber Eats was. He said that out of everyone, we would know what Uber Eats was. (This is what Sausage understood from the phone conversation anyway).
Christine hung up on her son and offered to drive us to McDonald’s. We smiled as said, “No, no, no. Please, we’re fine.” She swung her car keys on her finger, insisting we should go. We kept saying no. And then Sausage told her I was a vegan, and that’s when Christine gave up.
“Au revoir!” she said. Even superhosts have their limits.
For our first dinner in the French countryside we ordered in sushi.
Amy arrived later that evening, hobbling up to the house with her suitcase. She had hurt her knee in netball the day before. I reminded her that this is why people shouldn’t play sports over the age of thirty.
The next three days we lounged under the sun, got burnt, and ate kilos of Lay’s ready salted crisps. (Is it me, or do ready salted crisps taste better in the sun?) We didn’t use the pool; it was too cold, too buggy, and none of us liked swimming anyway – we just wanted to have something nice to look at.
The last day in France, we stayed in the city of Bordeaux and shopped. Amy wasn’t hobbling (as much) after holding ice on her knee for the last few days. Sausage needed to stock up on European goods before the tariffs came into effect. She bought some earrings, hand cream, olive oil, and then pondered whether she should buy a jar of truffles.
“Do you think I can get the truffles across the border?” she asked the shopkeeper.
“Errr….Oui,” said the shopkeeper.
“Unless Trump suddenly changes the law tomorrow,” I said and then began my best bad impression. “There will be no truffles. No truffles. Across our borders.”
Sausage joined in. “We have the best truffles.”
The shopkeeper laughed. Oh, America.
Our last store was the popular French clothing boutique, Sézane. Sausage’s sister, Stephanie, loves the shop. She had recently received an email from the store, advising her to buy the cardigan in her wishlist before the tariffs come in. She was very upset about this, so we made her an AI song called Tariff Troubles. You can listen to it…
Sausage bought herself a Sézane cardigan. Amy and I asked if she was going to buy her sister a cardigan while she was there.
“Nope,” said Sausage.
With our bags a little fuller, we arrived at the airport. It was EasyJet, so our plane was still dossing about in England when we should have been boarding it in France. Eventually, it came, and we said au revoir to another successful girls’ trip.
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HOW TO COMPLIMENT A STRANGER: THE RESULT.
Hello Quack Readers! Thank you for continuing to support my writing by reading the blog. I have a few deadlines coming up, and so for now, The Quack will be coming out once a fortnight until life gets a little less crazy. On the plus side, I have some exciting novel news, which I will announce very soon. MN x
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At the start of Lent, I challenged myself to give 40 compliments to strangers over the 40 days. I called it Mission: A Compliment. Read it here.
I thought it was going to be easy. I would walk around the streets, spreading compliments like free sweets, and the world would be a better place. Maybe I’d make the news. Mystery woman makes it her mission to compliment a stranger every day.
So off I went on my mission, with my big positive opinions ready to be shared…. 3 days into the challenge, I realised I wasn’t the dazzling compliment giver I originally thought I was.
It took me 10 days to find my first candidate. She was in my hot yoga class and wore leggings with cartoon ducks on them. As I planked, the sweat dripped down my forehead and into my eyes, making her ducks look like they were paddling in the rain. I thought this was very funny, so I made a beeline for her in the changing room, walking past all the women peeling off their sweaty clothes.
“I like your ducks,” I said, dripping in sweat.
“Oh!” she said, sweating too. “Thank you. That’s why I bought them.”
And I went. “Ha. Very cool.” And as I left the changing room, a small noise went off in my head, the kind you hear when you get a point in an arcade game: your first compliment. 39 to go.
I had broken the ice, so it seemed to be a little easier. I wasn’t very good with adjectives; I more just told people I liked what I saw.
“I like your knitted cardigan,” I told a barista. The lady’s leopard print wrap skirt got the same treatment. I liked the woman’s red-framed glasses. I told the hairdresser that I liked her makeup. An orange patterned headscarf worn by a bartender was also liked.
It dawned on me that I was being too appearance-heavy with my compliments. There isn’t much else you can work with a stranger, but I tried to branch out to behavior and skills:
I told a Pilates instructor that her class was great. Ding.
One day I was quietly reading my book in a café when a mum and her toddler came along. He picked up a pool cue and was walking around with it like he was Moses. I told his mother that her kid was adorable. Ding.
The boy came over, still holding the pool cue, and stood in front of me. I put down my book to see he was holding a drawing of a dinosaur. I told him it was a very good dinosaur, and then I lifted my book back up again. Ding.
It was a good roll, but it wasn’t enough. By April, I could still count on my hands the number of compliments I had given out. Every day I would wake up and say, “Right, I must compliment someone today,” and some days I did, but often I found myself on my pink sofa in the evening, staring up at the ceiling, hoping people didn’t notice the blog post titled HOW TO COMPLIMENT A STRANGER. But that hope was dashed when I received a message from a guy saying he really liked my post about complimenting strangers. Ah, bollocks.
There seemed to be a few reasons why I was struggling. For starters, I was very adamant that it had to be genuine. It’s pretty suspect when you’re complimenting someone for the sake of it. (Even if that sake is to win the challenge you have set yourself on your blog. #MillennialProblems).
“I like your bag for life.”
“You suit your bin bag poncho.”
“Nice black socks.”
That’s not to say everyone I met wasn’t worthy of a compliment, but some days nothing was shouting out at me like ducks on yoga leggings.
This is Ryan Gosling. Another issue was that I overthought the interaction. This could be due to my generation or the fact that I’m British, but whatever it was, before I had even approached someone, I visualised how it could go wrong.
I was in Sainsbury’s when I spotted a woman, around my age, inspecting the gluten-free range. She had a beaten-up leather backpack that looked very cool, so I tottered towards her to tell her this. But as I got closer, I saw she had earbuds in, so I turned around. Abort mission. It’s a golden rule that when someone is wearing earbuds, they should only be disturbed if absolutely necessary, like they’ve dropped something or the fire alarm is going off. My compliment didn’t feel vital enough.
This is how it would have gone:
I would have stood to the side of her and said, “I like your backpack.” She wouldn’t have heard me, so I would say it louder: “I LIKE YOUR BACKPACK!”
She would finally notice the random woman speaking to her and scoop out an earbud in a panic.
“Sorry?”
“I just wanted to say that I liked your backpack…”
Thank you,” she would say, with a forced light smile, as to not offend me in case I was a nutter, because who in their right mind would make someone scoop out their earbuds and disturb The Rest is History podcast, to compliment a bag. (I assume it would be a podcast like The Rest is History, because we were in Oxford and she seemed the type).
So, yeah. That’s why I didn’t compliment that person, and many others.
Easter weekend came, I got off the train at Penzance carrying an M&M Easter egg for Mum’s boyfriend and my own failure. Mission: a compliment had been a bust. In 40 days, I had given out… don’t laugh… 12 compliments. 12/40. The last time I saw a score like that was on my math tests… which is why I’m not going to make that score into a percentage. The only way I was going to make the news now is by playing the anti-hero. The mystery woman is too uptight to compliment the public.
I don’t know what’s happening with her hands…but you get the idea. What I have taken from the last 40 days is that I like novelty clothing and that, while I’ve become very good at liking videos posted by a stranger from the other side of the world, I have become rusty in interacting with the real people around me, and this is going to need a little more practice. Mission A Compliment continues…
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HOW TO STAY SINGLE THIS SUMMER.
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It was the day of the Grand National. A Saturday in London, where it actually felt like summer. The pub gardens were full, the shorts were on, and everyone felt top-notch. The first week of unexpected sun is the happiest you’ll ever see a Brit.
My friend Tommy and I met at Warwick Avenue. We were Oxford tour guides together. We both knew the founding date of the oldest college in Oxford, which is handy in every friendship. We are overthinkers and enjoy performative conversations.
We were walking along the canal to Camden when I made an announcement. “I don’t know how I would be with someone anymore.”
Tommy tilted his head, unconvinced. “Do you mean that, or are you being dramatic?”
I paused. “A bit dramatic. But the more the days go on, the more abstract the idea of a boyfriend becomes. Like, Hi, this is Bob. He’s my… boy…friend.”
“Bob?” Tommy repeated.
“You get what I mean. It’s been forever since I felt anything. I’m like that packet of crisps: empty.”
I pointed to the packet of Walkers Ready Salted crisps floating in the canal. Again, I was accused of being dramatic.
We wanted to look like we were new homeowners. I’ve been single for a while, and there are a lot of reasons for that. When people ask, “How are you still single?” I’ll reply, “How much time do you have?” One of the reasons, though, is that I’m out of rhythm with the dating trends. I missed the cuffing season, which begins in October and ends in March. During that time, people are on the hunt for a partner to ‘cuff’, so they have someone through the winter months. It means you can lie together on a sofa, snuggle by pub fires, kiss on New Year’s Eve, and receive a card on Valentine’s Day, with some witty wordplay using our favourite millennial word – avocado.
You’re everything I avo wanted.
Let’s avocuddle.
Sorry I didn’t get you a gift, but at least you avocado.
But I was on a dating freeze during this period. (This is like a pay freeze but with love.) I had spent the first half of 2024 searching for my death-do-us-part man, and it hadn’t gone well.
On one date, I watched a man put up a shelf in his home. Bang! Bang! Bang!…went his hammer. And that’s not an innuendo.
Another time, I travelled 2 hours to meet for lunch, and the guy told me, as I ate spaghetti, that he was still hung up on his ex. Then we split the bill. I cried down the phone to my friend. “It could have been an email!”
And then there was that man who said Taylor Swift was overrated….
“If you can’t accept Taylor Swift’s success, there is a deep-rooted issue there, and I can’t be bothered to discover it when I’m 45.”
(I had just gone to the Eras concert, so I felt particularly passionate at the time.)
By autumn, I had hung up my LBD and stopped romanticising blokes. I didn’t need to cuff anyone – I had my pumpkin-spiced lattes to keep me warm.
Halloween, Bonfire Night, Christmas, New Year, and Valentine’s went by. Before I knew it, the daffodils were out again, and the Cadbury’s cream eggs were on the shelf. I had survived the winter solo, but by spring, I’d spent so many hours alone on my sofa that my toes now had personalities.
So, I dusted off my LBD, ready to get back out there again. The problem was everyone else was uncuffing and preparing for a hot single summer. It felt like I was at the back of a dance class, trying to keep up with the steps.
I will just have to wait until October to begin my search again.
Tommy and I had arrived at Camden and were sipping beer by the canal, watching the sunset. Behind us, a group was dancing to a song I did not know. A man was videoing himself as he smoked a joint; he breathed out a cloud and smiled proudly at the camera. A couple was lying near us, sharing a bottle of wine with plastic cups. She was using his chest as a pillow, pointing out the clouds in the sky. I wondered if she enjoyed being in a couple on this fine day or had the opposite problem as me, and didn’t know how to be single.
If she asked, I would give her these tips:
- Start with the basics – delete all of your dating apps. I know the success rate is poor. You’re more likely to spend your evening finding out about someone’s hobbies and siblings and then never seeing them again – but you can’t risk it. You might meet the love of your life.
- Don’t go to weddings – these are spider webs for finding love.
- Wear your headphones all the time, every day. Nobody can chat you up if you have tiny speakers stuffed into your ears.
- Cover your face with a book, phone, or iPad in all public areas.
- Don’t get tricked into being matchmade by your friends. They know you best, so they will probably get it right.
- Avoid eye contact with everyone at GAIL’S. They’re all single. (Apart from the ones who are clearly not.)
- Write a blog where you use your past dates for material.
- Walk really fast so nobody can catch you. I learnt this from Attenborough.
- Have sex with them. I find they stop laughing at your jokes once they’ve seen your nipples.
- Stay on your sofa. They can’t ask you out if they don’t know you exist.
- If you do accidentally go on a successful date, ask them what their weekend plans are before it’s Thursday. They will run for the hills. “AAAAAAAAH.”
- Be honest and open about what you’re looking for on your first encounter:
“I just want a committed man with a good sense of humor who rolls his sleeves up to his elbows. He has to like Christmas. He can talk about football but doesn’t watch it. He must also know that Taylor Swift is one of the most successful songwriters of all time and has to be okay with that. If he thinks he may like me, then it’s GO! GO! GO! We have no time to waste, as I’m 35 next year, so we have to pull the trigger on the whole commitment thing. How does that sound?
If you follow these rules, you will most likely stay single for summer, but I can’t promise absolute certainty. We can have all the rules we want, but love is not a wardrobe you can change seasonally. People are not roll necks that you stuff away until it’s cold. As the great Phil Collins once sang, You can’t hurry love. You can’t slow it down, either.
You can keep your head down in GAIL’S, listening to Americast, but someone may walk in with his sleeves rolled up to his elbows and sit next to you. You have an avocado roll. He has an avocado roll. You lock eyes; he smiles, you smile.
Soon, you’re lying by the canal in Camden on the guy’s chest. The sun is beating down, and you’re pointing out shapes in the wispy clouds floating by.
“That one looks like an avocado,” you say.
And he squeezes you in and says, “I could avo-cuddle tonight.” Then, he laughs at his own joke.
Your eyes widen to the size of dinner plates. Your throat goes tight. WHAT HAPPENED TO MY HOT GIRL SUMMER?
And then you remember Rule 6 in that strange blog….Do not make eye contact with anyone in GAIL’S.
If anyone is in a happy relationship and has tips for not being single… please, for the love of god, do not share them with me.
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A THURSDAY NIGHT WITH THE BIG BANG CROWD.
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Last Thursday night, I went out with my friends, Sex-Ed Tom, Will, and Hermione. The three of them knew each other from work, as they belonged to the same science department at the school.
Science was never my subject – it ripped the magic out of the world. For instance, It’s not “a king looking down at us from the night sky” – it’s a massive, luminous sphere of gas, primarily composed of hydrogen and helium, that shines due to the energy of nuclear fusion in its core. See what I mean.
However, I do like my science friends, so I was more than happy to spend time with them. (Lucky them).
The last time we met up was Valentine’s Day. I had a plan to gather my single friends to throw some darts at Flight Club, but our coupled friends found out, and they wanted to join too. I was tempted to say, “YOU CAN ONLY PLAY IF NOBODY LOVES YOU.” But I bit my tongue. After all, the reason why I was alone on Valentine’s was because of my pettiness.
On this Thursday evening, the meeting place was Paddington Market Hall.
Market Halls are like posh cafeterias that have popped up across London. They are venues filled with street food kitchens from around the world, such as tacos and gourmet burgers, and food that this country only discovered in 2014, like ramen and bao buns.
You are given a giant pager that dramatically vibrates when your food is ready, and then you are handed a tray with your dinner on it. I’m still unsure whether it’s a step forward or back in the dining-out experience.
I found Tom and Will upstairs in the Market Hall, on a bench in matching corduroy shirts. Tom was in a cream one and Will was in green. I couldn’t make fun of them, though, because I was also wearing a corduroy shirt, exactly the same, except mine was blue. Things took a turn for the worse when Hermione turned up wearing her satsuma-colored dungarees, which were, you guessed it, corduroy.
Brilliant. We looked like presenters of a BBC craft show.
We separated to find our dinner and reunited with our trays. On our table, we had a gourmet burger, a hummus salad, a Turkish wrap, tacos, and Tom had chips. He offered that I could help myself to them.
“I’ll just take one,” I announced, then ate at least ten.
Bellies full, we wandered to Little Venice. The reason for our meet-up was Sex Ed Tom had bought tickets to NewsRevue, a parody sketch show about current affairs.
The theatre was on the first floor of a pub, in a black room with a basic stage and round tables and chairs crammed in. Each skit lasted a minute or so. The story about the Atlantic journalist in the WhatsApp group was done to Adele’s Hello. There was a tap-dancing Zelenskyy to ‘Putin on the Ritz’. And the story of the man who shoplifted Cadbury’s eggs was retold like a bad spy drama.
The Quack isn’t a review blog, as you know, but if you’re in London, you must catch a show. Every Thursday night at 7:30.
After the show ended, it was time to go crazy. We were young-ish, free-ish, and single-ish. The town was ours….Not really. It was silently agreed that our socialising cup had been filled for the day, and we were all ready for bed. (Sometimes I wished I lived more wildly so I had better content for you guys, but, hey ho).
We parted ways at Paddington. Tom and Will went back to their homes in London, and Hermione and I boarded a train back to Oxford. (Not before I got a traditional regular-decaf-oat-milk-cappuccino from Cafe Nero, though).
Just as our train pulled out Paddington, Hermione asked if I wanted to try her focaccia.
“What?” I wasn’t sure if I heard her right.
“I made homemade focaccia. Want some?”
I did hear her right.
“Are you literally carrying around a focaccia?”
She opened her Toy Story patterned backpack and brought out a slab of half-eaten Italian bread, sprinkled with salt rocks and rosemary. “I got homemade hummus, too. Want some?” She took out the tub of beige hummus.
I narrowed my eyes for a second, and then said, “Yeah. Okay.”
Even though there was a smell of McDonald’s meat filling the carriage – a signature scent in any evening train journey out of London- I was concerned for the other passangers that the stench of hummus would disturb them. Hermione doesn’t worry about such things though, so the tub was peeled open. We began tearing the bread like we were in Florence with a view of the Tuscan Hills. And not, on a train with Slough whizzing by, a woman holding a baby next to us, and some guy shouting into his phone a few rows back. Despite the ambience, it was excellent focaccia.
Hermione’s Focaccia before its trip to London The train had just pulled out of Reading when. “Do you want to play a game with me?” Hermione asked. This is a common question of hers.
We have more differences than similarities, but the joy she finds in playing board games is probably one of our greatest contrasts. Every Monday night, she’s rolling dice in some café with her boyfriend, Sam. I loathe the sound of dice – it’s the sound of organised fun.
Often when I meet her at a pub or go round hers for dinner, I get bullied (strong but accurate word) into playing some obscure game, which requires Hermione to spend five minutes reading the instructions, as I color-coordinate the counters.
“Are you listening to me?” she’ll bark in her teacher’s voice.
“Yeah, yeah. The first person who picks up the ghost wins.”
Sometimes, we get to play a familiar game that doesn’t require a five-minute brief, but it still isn’t quite normal. It’s Jenga, but instead of wooden bricks, it’s a cone of fuzzy balls. Or it’s Top Trumps, but instead of celebrities… it’s buses.
That night on the train, I stood my ground.
“No, thank you,” I said.
“But it’s fun! You have to pick up a card and then guess what the other person is thinking and…”
“Or,” I interrupted. “We could do what we should be doing, which is overanalysing the thoughts and actions of men we have recently encountered.”
Hermione sunk in her seat. “Fiiiiineee.”
We were walking out of Oxford train station when Hermione announced that if the S3 was outside, she would get on it. Sure enough, the S3 was waiting at a bus stop further up the road. I saw her flinch like a dog about to catch a ball.
“You’re not going to make that,” I said
“No…” she said defeatedly, and then her steps suddenly gained speed, “BUT I’M GOING TO TRY!”
She was gone. Her backpack swung from side to side as she charged toward the Wright Streetdeck. (A very good bus to have in your hand when you’re playing Top Trumps.) She got on, and I watched the bus pull away.
“Right,” I said to myself, and then continued the walk home on my own, wishing I had something warmer than my corduroy shirt.
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IT’S ONLY BANTER.
AUDIO QUACK. SKIP INTRO 2:01.
I spend April Fool’s Day like I’m a contestant on Traitors, not trusting anything anyone has to say. This year was particularly tricky in distinguishing which headlines were true or not. Haha, Greenland, haha. Good one.
My local cinema announced that it was no longer selling popcorn, and BrewDog was launching hot beer. But they didn’t fool me. Not this time.
The only time I have been caught out was when I was an Oxford tour guide and believed an April Fool’s Instagram post that Tolkien had a pet lion when he was at Oxford University, resulting in me telling my tour group this fact with unwavering confidence. You can read that story in this old Quack.
Humans have been pranking and bantering since the dawn of time. I can imagine the cavemen being like builders on a site; making shadows that appear like dinosaurs to frighten their mates, or trapping each other in caves with boulders, or asking the young caveman to go hunting for the ‘walking salmon’.
“You can’t miss it, Rocky. Orange thing with legs. Just catch it with net…”
As the youngest of two brothers, I have been the butt of pranks my whole life. One of my earliest memories was when I was around 7. I was standing in our kitchen, begging my brother Joe for one of his giant Haribo cola bottles. He told me that if I closed my eyes, he would feed me one. So I closed my eyes, and the next thing I knew, I had a mouthful of instant coffee. He was laughing, I was getting sick, and he was laughing some more.
When I was a teenager, all the boys were obsessed with Jackass, which was a show that had a bunch of Peter Pans in trucker hats and plaid boxers, pulling painful pranks on each other…for some reason. Once they gave each other paper cuts between the webbing of their fingers and toes. Another time, a guy had his tooth pulled using fishing line and a Lamborghini. WHAT IS THIS? How is this funny? How are these people not dead?
The prank show I could get on board with was Punk’d – a young Ashton Kutcher ran around Hollywood like the annoying kid in class, pranking celebrities. Avril Lavigne was told to help push a car, and so she did, and it rolled into a can of explosives. And then everyone blamed her. That kind of thing.
One day, when Sausage and I were 14, we tried to punk our friend Sahra.
We didn’t have MTV’s budget, so explosives were off the table. Instead, we told her that Sausage had to return to America forever and was going to leave at the end of the day. We got the rest of the class involved, putting on a small goodbye party for Sausage, who delivered an excellent, teary goodbye speech. We felt we had gone too far when Sahra told us her mum was out buying a leaving present, so we made the announcement in Geography class.
“YOU’VE JUST GOT PUNK’D!” We yelled.
Sahra blinked hard. “What?”
“You’ve been Punk’d…” we repeated, quieter. We then had to explain the joke – which is never a good position to be in. “You know, like Ashton Kutcher? MTV? Avril Lavigne?”
“So…Sausage is not leaving?”
“No…”
“Never?”
“Erm. No.”
“So…. you just made it up?”
“…Yeah”
Sahra put up her hand and excused herself from Geography. She needed to call her Mum to tell her that she didn’t need to bring a leaving present after all.
I’m well aware this wasn’t a good prank. It was quite lame, really. And I could blame the budget, but even if we could afford explosives, I don’t think we would have the heart to use them. We felt rotten enough that Sahra’s Mum was having to make an extra trip to M&S that day.
I asked a couple of guys what pranks happened in their school.
Joe told me some guy in his year, took all of his belongings out of his dorm room and displayed it on the table in the common room with a ‘FOR FREE’ sign. People grabbed what they wanted, and it took Joe forever to get his stuff back. Joe described it as ‘banter that went too far.’
Poetry Ed said someone in the year above him released a cockerel on the school grounds, which managed to avoid being captured for a while, and as the headmaster’s son, Poetry Ed lived on-site and was woken up every morning at 5 am by the cockerel’s call…
These were different kinds of pranks, to say the least. More ballsy, perhaps? And I wonder if it’s because boys (on the whole) are more natural at being pranksters. I mean, it wasn’t a woman who was having a tooth pulled by a Lamborghini…. Maybe it’s fair to say that men’s humour (on the whole) differs from women’s humour. For instance, putting instant coffee into your sister’s mouth is funny to them, and not to us.
During those teenage years, I watched with astonishment as boys clumsily worked out that the humour which impressed their mates wasn’t necessarily the humour that impressed us girls.
“It was only banter, Rosie….”
“YOU POURED VODKA JELLY OVER ME, STEVEN! WHAT THE FfHSHFHGUSDHGK??”
Now we are tucked up in adulthood you would hope that the boundaries of banter have been clearly defined – that no woman is being dunked under water in their honeymoon pool.
And yet, last year I was talking to a man on Hinge who kept forwarding me Stephen Hawking/Jeffrey Epstein memes. We never met for a date.
Once I was sitting on a sofa in a pub in Clapham Common, patiently watching my then-boyfriend play pool when his best friend walked over, bent over in front of me, and farted. We were 25. Twenty-f*cking-five.
(Don’t laugh).
All I hope is that if I do have a kid with a guy, that the boy prankster has left his fully grown husband body. The last thing you need is your partner photoshopping your baby being lobbed in the air.
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